find a purpose and stick to it. not a person cause no one can be your reason. it cant work like that. you have to be your own reason. that is how i can take so much of everyones anger and not have it affect me like it should. people let you down . dont depend on anyone for anything they just let you down. if its not under your control then you cant count on it. what do you want to do in your life. what is the one thing that can make you eternally happy. find out what that is and persue it. find anything to look forward to everyday. thing not a person. find out your own way of living and stick to it. that way you never waver off that path because it will be your only reason to go on. i thought that too but then i found mine. i want to go my entire life however long it is while hurting the least people possible. you need to think on it by yourself. dont rely on people because everyone has there own way that will eventually interfere with yours. you need to be able to be alone and still be fine. i was COMPLETELY alone for two years. sister left, dad left, and my mother was a mess trying to recover. for two years i had no one to count on or to vent anything too. if i can get through that then you can get through your struggle too. im still alone everyday. and i probably will be forever. we all end up alone so you need to find a way to make yourself be happy when you are alone.
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this is something i would do. love being creepy towards people






